Friday, November 27, 2009


"I wish I could close my eyes and fast forward 5 years and see what's to come," a friend once told me. Well, today I was wishing the same thing. Not to wish my life away, but I want to know what's to come. It's kinda like a little kid on Christmas waiting for Santa to arrive with gifts. I have a very blessed life and I'm not one to complain, but I am still hungry. I'm hungry to be complacent in my life. After every life experience that's not a complete success I always wonder what could have been if I would have done things differently. Why do I feel like I'm missing something, always on edge, or in search of something. Is it true love I wonder or happiness within my own skin. So I pray this prayer in hopes that God hears me and answers:

First and foremost Lord I just want to thank you for life itself. I just want to thank you for allowing me to wake up this morning and be amongst the people I love most and share this Thanksgiving with them. You have already richly blessed me with a great family that includes two wonderful children. Lord please continue to bless me and my family and to live life as you see fit. Lord I am longing for true love to enter my life, but only when you feel I am ready. I want to love and be loved whole heartedly by my soulmate that someday will be my husband. Please send a person that fits perfectly into my family and that will love me and my children unconditionally! In Jesus' name I pray....AMEN!!

Phew......I got a lot on my chest and just a simple prayer brings so much relief! Try it out I think you will feel better too!

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